Breaking up.

My posts here are getting ever rarer, and rightly this is my last post here.

 I started this blog when I was depressed as an effort to make me try and think positive. Obviously I was already then getting better, for when my depression was at worst I couldn't even write how bad I felt. I don't think I'm healed from it altogether now either. But right now I'm feeling good enough, so that writing here doesn't feel relevant anymore. And I don't mean happyhappyjoyjoy-good time all the time, but the feeling of being content in my life right now. And of being excited about things and looking forward to stuff. Thats how I feel right now, mostly, and I don't need to write it here anymore so that I could notice it.

So this is my farewell to Hurdis, my almost a year-long resuscitation of happiness.

Kuva täältä

 Love,
-Tiina

Year 2012 in music.

My friend Anna did this and I'm shamelessly going to copy her idea. I'm two weeks late, but I guess that's my usual timing =)

Long walks with Robyn, I really didn't want to be in Kuopio.

I remember the awfull feeling everytime I left my honey in Oulu.

Adeles "21" played in loop in my phone through the spring.

I  really wanted to see Prodigy in Helsinki, but of course

 I was taken into the KUH intensive care unit a day before..

 My life really sucked  back then.

 

First of May and we were young! After very difficult and agonizing 

first half of the year things finally started to look better.

 

"My dear friend lets not forget, that we can take down Pinochet!"

Really empowering music.

 

I am a wonderlust king! Hichiking through the country..

It was a Bordello summer! All I missed was to see them live, but this summer I promise I will.

 

This one is for my dear friend Minna and her hubby. 

Thank you for the most beautifull day in 2012 <3

Jewish Ukrainishe Freundschaft. 

Walking, weaving and Photoshopping as fast as I could.

I was in a weird, unhealthy, state of mind in October.

After October my goal was to live a good life. 

Following that, I didn't get my school work done 

and didn't pass the courses.

Something blue for the darkening nights. 

I'm not sure whether I like Hugh better as a Musician or a Doctor.

I know I sometimes wished House was my doctor.

This is for my friends. It was the best dancing with You.

"Having troubles telling how I feel But I can dance, dance, dance" 

This one is for this year.. 

Love,

-Tiina

New year, old habits

I returned home from my holidays in Ivalo couple nights ago, and boy am I glad to see the sun again! In Ivalo they still have to wait another week or so before the sun rises again..

I loved spending Christmas together with my brothers, mum and dad. Despite the Christmas stress and fuss I think all in all we cleared the holidays well enough. I guess I had most fun when I went setting the fishing nets with dad and our dog Rölli. I helped dad pulling the nets under the ice and every now and then we sat in the car sipping hot tea from our thermos flasks. Rölli was running loose and wild with joy around the lake. The ice was thick enough to carry a car and after the nets were set I raced few laps on the track dad had made me. It seems I'm starting to like driving a car..

I spent the new years eve drinking wine with my old friend. We watched the fireworks and after I got home, I was going to cast some tin to foresee the future , but I forgot. I tried to come up with some new years resolutions but I didn't make any. I'm gonna save my resolutions till my birthday.

Love

-Tiina

Daylight on the lake Vuontisjärvi

My baby knows what I like, tea and delicacies!

Heading South towards the light.